tenshinnen: 2013

Sunday, December 8, 2013

how to save a life

Step one – you say, "We need to talk."

He walks, you say, "Sit down. It's just a talk."

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best

'Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you've told him all along

Pray to God, he hears you

And I pray to God, he hears you

And where did I go wrong? I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you've followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he'll say he's just not the same

And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

How to save a life

broken angel...

You showed him all the best of you

But I'm afraid your best

Wasn't good enough

And know he never wanted you

At least not the way

You wanted yourself to be loved

And you feel like you were a mistake

He's not worth all those tears that won't go away

I wish you could see that

Still you try to impress him

But he never will listen

Oh broken angel

Were you sad when he crushed all your dreams

Oh broken angel

Inside you're dying 'cause you can't believe

And now you've grown up

With this notion that you were to blame

And you seem so strong sometimes

But I know that you still feel the same

As that little girl who shined like an angel

Even after his lazy heart put you through hell

I wish you could see that

Still you try to impress him

But he never will listen

Oh broken angel

Were you sad when he crushed all your dreams?

Oh broken angel

Inside you're dying 'cause you can't believe

He would leave you alone

And leave you so cold

When you were his daughter

But the blood in your veins

As you carry his name

Turns thinner than water

You're just a broken angel

And I promise that it's not your fault

It was never your fault

And I promise that it's not your fault

It was never your fault...

Oh broken angel

Were you sad when he crushed all your dreams?

Oh broken angel

Inside you're dying 'cause you can't believe

He would leave you alone

And leave you so cold

When you were his daughter

But the blood in your veins

As you carry his name

Turns thinner than water

You're just a broken angel

And I promise that it's not your fault

It was never your fault

And I promise that it's not your fault

It was never your fault

Wednesday, November 20, 2013

I can't do nothing but to think of you every minute and every second of the day...i feel so really far away from you...i can't do nothing but to cherish our precious memories and thinking if it would happen again..
Holding a pen and writing a poem for you..waiting that one day you'll come back and read it with me..
Sometimes I cried because I'm missing you soooo much, but I can't do nothing but to think of you....

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Tell Me

Stand in the mirror and,
Try to imagine, forever
What does it look like?
Facing my greatest, endeavor

Suddenly closing my eyes
Hands up for the very first time
I'm closing my eyes

Tell me don't give up
Tell me there's someone out there
Give me a pure love
Give me a forever that we can both share

Show me it's okay,
Show me it's alright,
That I'm far from crazy for living by faith and not by sight

Will he be proud of,
All of the things I've done, my mistakes,
The things that I regret,
Wishing that I could forget,
My heart breaks,

Eyes can only see so far
Tired of wishing on all these stars
So I close my eyes and pray
Nothing comes to mind so I let my heart say;

Tell me don't give up
Tell me there's someone out there
Give me a pure love
Give me a forever that we can both share

Show me it's okay,
Show me it's alright,
That I'm far from crazy for living by faith and not by sight

Give me a love, give me a love, give me a pure love
Give me a love, give me a love, a pure love.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Kiss it all better

He sits in his cell,

And he lays on his bed.

Covers his head and closes his eyes.

He sees a smoking gun,

And the coward he ran.

And in his arms is the bleeding,

Love of his life.

And she cries,

Kiss it all better,

I’m not ready to go.

It’s not your fault love,

You didn’t know, you didn’t know.

Her hands are so cold,

And he kisses her face.

And says “Everything will be all right”.

He noticed the gun,

And his rage grew inside.

He said “I’ll avenge my lover tonight”.

And she cried,

Kiss it all better,

I’m not ready to go.

It’s not your fault love,

you didn’t know, you didn’t know.

Now he sits behind prison bars,

25 to life and she’s not in his arms.

He couldn’t bring her back with a bullet to the heart,

Of the back of a man and tore his world apart.

He holds onto a memory,

All it is, is a memory.

hey, hey.

He cries,